Archive for August, 2012

Back to reality

Hello all!

I am back in Poland. Such a luxury here in my dad’s house about 20 km outside Radom. This is what I needed after Serbia where I got a bit ill, when I was busy and without really proper accommodation. As much the sun yoga workshop was helpful and evolving for me, because of my most probably cravings ¬†I had a lot detoxification going on. Sun yoga is not easy and with such busy schedule for the workshop it was a bit to much for me. Wake up 5am – then getting through the city in buses to get for 7 am for the morning meditation (when the sun was to strong for me already) then going with few buses to the hotel and listening to discourses (with 69 others in the room) then almost 2h of break and back to the conference room in the hotel. After that going to the other side of Belgrade and doing evening meditation. After that finally getting to house outside Belgrade. Yes sometimes we used taxi or somebody gave me a lift. But still for me was a bit much at the time.
I tried to hitchhike from Belgrade to Zagreb – but it wasn’t going very well. 3hours to get to the highway and 3 hours standing in the strong sun killed a calling to Croatia in me. I got to Budapest with night train and took a flight to Warsaw from where my dad had pick me up. Luxury ūüôā
Now I have this comfort of doing the SUNYOGA meditation when I am not so tired. For the beginner as me it is really important. I can’t look at the sun for 30 min yet. So I am building up my confidence slowly. The Sun is not so strong either. I have 5 weeks to prepare myself because on Malta – where I will live, it will be different. I have decided to work, learn massage and practice SUNYOGA. If I want to live in a community I need money to buy a share of a land (min. 5000 Euro). Also I would need money to go and do the SUNYOGA advance course – this will be held in India in November (if I am lucky;)

Now I would like here to share with you

The Thirteen Stages of Sunyoga taught by Swamiji Umasankar

1. Conquer all material desires (sexuality, anger, greed, narrow-mindness, ego & jealousy, shame, hatred and fear).

2. Develop Divine Energy.

3. Atma Darsanam – Discovery of Atma (or Soul)

4. Samadhi – Enlighnment.

5. Conquer hunger.

6. Conquer thirst.

7. Conquer diseases.

8. Paramahansa – Adjusting the mind to all situations.

9. Having no enemies – all enemies will be friends (including animals).

10. Longetivity (this happens when the body’s vibration becomes the same as the environment’s).

11. The body’s vibration and the earth vibration will be equal.

12. The body’s vibration and the sun vibration will be equal.

13. The body’s vibration and the Universe (Supreme Soul) vibration will be equal.

So you see step 5 – conquer hunger is after samadhi – this is why I let go and I am not so focused on non eating anymore. After pranic process with Akahi I know that I can live without food. Actually I knew that long before, but now I have experimental knowledge of it. Actually I am not felling mentally ready for it. It will come in the right moment!

Be Happy !

The life after the breatharian transition

Journey through France to Italy was harder then I thought. My ‘interail’ ticket was working fine till I reached Nimes. I could not buy the reservation for any long distance train. I stayed there for the night camping by the hostel. In the morning I’ve hit the road¬†hitchhiking. Next day I was in Vincenza with my friend’s home in Little Dolomites.
Then whole day in sunny and crowded Venice, its absolutely astonishing !
Journey to Slovakia was without¬†surprises after¬†– about 17hours I have arrived to the Rainbow Gathering. The village of joy and freedom. Time didn’t existed there! I meet so many wonderful, amazing, interesting and inspiring people! Got so many¬†different¬†types of massages, healing.¬†Although¬†I thought I will stop eating there after few days of pause and not able to do juices I let go some cravings and ate some heavy cooked vegan food. Day after I woke up with my nose¬†completely¬†blocked. Not eating didn’t help much here and I still have a little running nose now (almost 2-3weeks). Acupuncture from the qi-gong master helped a bit:)¬†¬†The time in the hills of Slovakia was¬†truly¬†beautiful. Very big gathering and now I wish I can go to the smaller –¬†national¬†gathering somewhere in the hot or warm climate. The felling of freedom without clothes is really nice. Specially¬†barefeet¬†walking! ¬†I was expecting a bit less drugs and¬†alcohol¬†doo.¬†¬†They don’t call ganja,hashish and mushrooms drugs. But me after using them about 12 years know now that they are drugs. I got addicted by the¬†psychology¬† only.¬†Because¬†of them I still have a lot of toxins in my body. ¬†I have decided that I will make more dynamic and¬†physical¬†(strength) exercising to wide up my meridians – through I will be able to¬†release¬†easier¬†my toxins. I hope also to learn¬†classical¬†massage whenever I will stay for longer in one place. After that I¬†probably¬†go and learn acupressure and acupuncture.
On the 14th I got unexpected ride to Budapest. We have stayed with a sisters there and¬†explore¬†a bit this¬†beautiful¬†city and its thermals baths. ¬†Belgrade was next and today is the last day of the sunyoga beginners course www.sunyoga.info¬†It is very advance and much different to the sungazing which I was doing a bit in Wales (when I got the sun sunsetting) It is difficult and¬†although¬†I have great¬†opportunity¬†to do¬†advance¬†course¬†right after the beginners one, I don’t feel ready¬†enough. Yesterday I had been¬†detoxing a lot and had a¬†strong headache and fever. Which was quite new for me.¬†I was totally unable to eat. Had big felling of burn on my¬†thong, like ashes on the end of it. ¬†I hope to keep this practice and maybe someday go to Umasankar’s¬†asharm in India and deeper my sunyoga and learn his¬†acupressure¬†technique. Tomorrow we are going to for two days thermal baths spa town, where my host¬†works¬†as¬†physio¬†therapist.

I really cannot wait when I will be able to get back to juicing. Specially¬†alkaline¬†smoothies¬†(best¬†recipe¬†–¬†cucumber, lime or lemon,¬†spinach¬†or¬†coriander, green bell pepper, celary sticks, apple with blended avocado,¬†sprouts, ¬†spirulina/chlorella/maca and a pinch of sea or¬†Himalayan¬†salt). For now lemon water does the trick ūüėČ
That’s it for now¬†because¬†the short¬†lunch break in the discourses is finishing.

pictures on facebook
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Be Happy !

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